Don’t tell me to be serious. Fuck no. Just fuck no. I am serious about most everything. If I joke around with you it’s cause I feel comfortable enough to do so. Because I know I’m not fuckin funny. I know I’m the only one that thinks I’m amusing so just fuck you. Don’t tell me to be “serious for once.” No. That is not fucking okay with me. Fuck you.
Stop. Stop. Stop asking. Stop worrying. Please just let me lose it without being questioned. Just stop..
And suddenly, she didn’t feel good. All she wanted was to cut. “But I can’t.” She muttered. For you see, she was getting her physical tomorrow and she would have to roll up her sleeves. But that didn’t make the funny feeling go away. In that moment I think she hated him. Just for an instant. She was happy and he killed it with one word. Maybe she didn’t hate him. But she did hate how easily he made her feel like this. One word and she was right back to before. Even if he explained and it didn’t mean what she originally thought, the voices had already convinced her. “It didn’t matter. I’m not important. It’s whatever.”
I want to die. It’s all I want right now. The only thing that can keep me from it is getting taken away.
// Everything is being taken away from me.//
My friends, my music, my writing. Everything. Because that’s how to make me better and not suicidal. Seriously considering just going through with it tonight…
// I know//
I know you only pity me. But the fake caring feels nice. Even though I cry myself to sleep every night, the pretending is all that gets me by. I have my suicide planned out. I have the suicide post for tumblr saved in my drafts that reveals my plans and shows that the last four or five text posts with titles have a part of the plan in each of them. I have notes written. All I need is for Nathan to stop caring, and I don’t even know if I’ll be able to wait til then.
Today at lunch my boyfriend decided to tease the hell out of me. All I could do was smile and keep talking, and if I couldn’t hold it in anymore, I’d lay my head down and moan into my hoodie. I’ve never had so much trouble holding a conversation before.
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Super Silky Summer Legs
Next time you are feeling down, about to binge, going on a date, or just need to pamper yourself, do this. I just did it and I can not stop rubbing my legs together. It feels like I paid for that over expensive pedicure at the salon.
Ingredients
- 1 1/4 C Sugar (Yup, plain, good-ol’ white sugar)
- 1/2 C Oil (I used olive oil, but you can use any oil, coconut oil, baby oil, canola oil)
- 3 tablespoons Citrus (Lime or lemon)
- 1-2 Razors
- Mix everything together in a bowl.
- Soak your legs in the tub for 5 minutes.
- Shave your legs.
- Rub some of this mixture all over your legs. The sugar will help rub off all dirt and dead skin. Rub, rub. Feels like a mini massage.
- Rinse it all off, shave again. I would use one razor per leg if you have two. You will be rinsing this razor a lot. I was GROSSED out by the amount of dead skin I was “shaving” off. It was insane! Trust me, you’ll see.
- Rub your legs again! Second coat of wax, oh yeah.
- Rinse off! You can use a mild soap to help get some of the oil off.
- Lotion your legs up, and feel the silkiness!
Now this isn’t just geared to ladies…. guys, if you want to get lucky, I suggest you offer to rub your ladies’ feet with this mix too. It feels awesome, and when you get lucky, you will be thanking me that her rough grandma feet aren’t cutting your legs, if ya know what I’m saying… hahaha.
I have silky arm pits too!!
Try it, I swear, You will want everyone to touch your legs.
i just did this and after about 2 or so months of not shaving this is the most incredible thing i have ever done its like my legs arent even legs they’re some sort of ancient fabric made only for powerful pharoahs
i highly suggest this even if you don’t shave use it on your feet or shave your pits or your pubes with it because you will feel like a fucking deity
HOLY SHIT I JUST USED THIS AND???? I FEEL LIKE MY LEGS ARE MADE OF ANGEL WINGS
THIS IS THE BEST THING IF YOU DON’T USE IT YOU’RE CRAZY
OK I TRIED THIS A WHILE AGO AND MY LEGS FELT LIKE SILK WOVEN IN THE HIGH HEAVENS MEANT TO BE DRAPED OVER THE BOSOM OF A GODDESS
it may look kinda icky and it feels kinda icky at first but it’s actually incredible
(via anailasaur)
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This is a summary of college only using two pictures; expensive as hell.
That’s my Sociology “book”. In fact what it is is a piece of paper with codes written on it to allow me to access an electronic version of a book. I was told by my professor that I could not buy any other paperback version, or use another code, so I was left with no option other than buying a piece of paper for over $200. Best part about all this is my professor wrote the books; there’s something hilariously sadistic about that. So I pretty much doled out $200 for a current edition of an online textbook that is no different than an older, paperback edition of the same book for $5; yeah, I checked. My mistake for listening to my professor.
This is why we download.
Alternatives to buying overpriced textbooks
BookFinderSpreading this shit like nutella because goddamn textbooks are so expensive.
not necessarily art related but as someone who couldn’t afford their textbooks this semester this is a godsend
Dear college-attending-followers… have a looksie!
http://www.slugbooks.com <- is another one
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—I cant do anything right. Why do I even try anymore. I should just tell everyone to leave me alone and then I should go kill myself. I dont want to live. I really dont. No one actually cares about me. No one. What does it matter.
Maybe I should just starve. Eventually it’ll kill me right? Good. That’s the intention.
Math jokes aren’t funny nothing about math is funny math is a sin
I’ll make you laugh at a math joke… Just gimme a sec
(Source: sidnugget, via whatisalife)
(Source: blessyourcotton-socks, via letsdiealyricaldeath)
This is the story of a girl that once was.
